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Saturday, August 6th, 2011
5:57 pm - Holy cow!!
I forgot about this thing! I haven't thought of this thing in forever!!

I promise to write more. cross my heart!

So a lot has changed, I now live in Oregon, shred Mt. Hood in the summer, and live in Alta, UT in the winter. I still haven't gone back to school, but I've never been happier. Life is in check and I have a wonderful boyfriend named brian selmer!

So crazy looking back! I can't believe how hard things were as a teenager. Haha! i doubt anyone reads this, but dear reader, i will start posting pictures of my adventures from now on. :]

current mood: amused

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Monday, July 13th, 2009
10:24 pm
i have a friend who is a gentleman. a fucking tight friend who watches out for me when i'm hurt.

who brought me into the dark, who tought me to be tough, who i'm sure will send me off a huge cliff, who i'm sure will save my life some day.

who has endless winter, who is more modest then anyone i've ever met, and also rips harder then anyone i've ever met.

he's smelly, he's awesome.

FUCK i love my friends!

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Saturday, July 11th, 2009
5:39 pm
this summer is not the same. i'm having difficulty getting out and about for some reason, i think i just got excited in oregon, i think i liked the forest too much.

i'm anxious to get out again. i love it here, i love my friends, don't get me wrong. but there was something about it up there that just got me stoaked. something about going into the woods and camping out for a couple days in the middle of nowhere and then going to clean off in the lake, being in the woods at night isn't scary and now that i know that i just want more.

being able to snowboard was awesome.

i get the feeling that if i lived there it would be different.

either way i'm fucking anxious. i've been working too much i think. i need a partner in crime right now in the worst way. i have some, but most work a lot.

fuck i just want winter now. i think i'm going on a long hike tonight. not sure where yet. i think i just need to get lost for a little while.

maybe the problem is i'm overwhelmed with people, maybe i need to dig deeper in me, i need to forget winter because it just won't be here for a few months and i have to accept that, i'm just having the worst time getting into climbing and summer. i just want to sleep all day.

it's scary because that's not what i wanted last winter and i don't want to get in a slump, i don't want to become a lazy slob.

fuck it, i'll be in the mountains. that's where i'm happy.

current mood: anxious

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Tuesday, July 7th, 2009
12:53 pm
went to hood. it will be my home next summer. for sure. i've never seen such a beautiful place.

i hit some pretty big jumps and i'm feeling super solid, so much fun!!!!

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Saturday, June 6th, 2009
6:03 pm
feeling a knot in my tummy, i think i'm anxious to explore.

found out i'm doing a trip to hood in a week or so with mark and a bunch of his buddies from home!

this i am very excited about!!

some riding in the summer, some travels with good people, new sights, new sounds, some great friends out there!

jeeze man! this will be great!

untill then i have a feeling that i haven't been getting out nearly enough. been feeling very anxious. haven't been sleeping well, haven't been really doing much, i've been pretty sleepy, i have to break the cycle i think, this has happened before. so iget active, and then get energy from running around, then i'm sleepy at the end of the day! that's the plan.

getting back on track with eating well. need to cut back on coffee.

that's my plan.

summery : hike more, climb more, disc golf, in turn fall asleep easier, wake up more energized, get back into the awesome cycle of jessy.

that's a plan.

current mood: anxious

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Saturday, May 23rd, 2009
5:21 pm
fuck. the snow is so sticky right now. i was finally getting really smooth spins and feeling 100% comfy in my boots. i don't want it to end.


these mountains are my saviors. the snow is my soul. it kills me for the season to be over.

guess it's climbing season........ just have to accept it!!!

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Tuesday, May 5th, 2009
7:42 pm
so this is it kids.

i'm feeling pretty solid as a rider. this is where it all begins. starting to take footy and really getting to know some great ins. squirming my way into the industry. going to compete in the masters comp next season, been starting to get to know silver fox and baldy. been spinning like a record. been giving a lot of higher ups my opinion when asked. been riding with some awesome riders. and most of all having an awesome time.

even if i never get in magazines (as if that could happen!!) i plan to make a mark for those little girls who dream of riding.

in the meantime i'm just loving it! take it all in suckers!!!

current mood: excited

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Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
9:40 pm

been hoolaing a lot, but jeeze this girl is good!

if you're reading this, you should get yourself a hoop and try it!

current mood: excited

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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
10:49 am
ah spring is upon us. and my birthday is tomorrow! very excited.

i expect to shred all day long and love every second!

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Tuesday, March 24th, 2009
11:35 am


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Sunday, February 1st, 2009
11:39 am - i met travis rice
so what does one do when thy meet thier idol? how does one hold back that they watch him every morning to get stoaked to ride? that everything i will ever do on snow is just a broken mirror image of them?

this litte canary peeps : you're REALLY good at what you do. want a coffee?

doing the big mountain comp next season. and i'm ging to slay it.

current mood: ecstatic

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Thursday, January 29th, 2009
11:17 pm
it's tough to tell your friend she's a pro hoe, it's worse when most of your friends are.


current mood: annoyed

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Saturday, December 27th, 2008
11:29 pm
agh. seems i've come down with a cold.

and a case of frost bite on the tip of my nose.


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Thursday, November 20th, 2008
9:30 am

ahhh timmy. haha.

the canyon road is closed this morning and my boss said he didn't have my number so he couldn't call earlier.... as i was about to enter the canyon.... and the road was closed... so i'm in another coffee shop clicking about the internet!

riding has been so much fun, but i feel like i'm being timid. i started to feel solid again by the last day, but i think riding more with tim and selmer and ash and bj and all those lovely levitation project folks will bring me back real quick. i just need to push harder and remember it's just snow! but fuck it's been so much fun! just riding untill my legs can't hold me up anymore. out with ash around noon today! feeling comfortable enough to start spinning again.

i think i just need to relax. just feel it. let the board go. i know this is what i have to do i just have to do it! haha. frickin jessy.

i went to the paruvian last night with ash to visit tyler and selmer and don-o and all the other fort boys, don-o wanted a hat and was psyched about the one i made him, it was awesome! :] but man! those boys smoke so much. i'm still baked this morning! this is crazy!

i need some new riding music.

does anyone out there know any good hardcore or some sort of crazy high energy electronic music?


current mood: excited

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Sunday, November 16th, 2008
12:41 pm
did i mention i've been out with the levetation project boys and gals lately? :] excited.

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12:22 pm
fucking snowbird keeps blacking out employee passes on the weekends. and it's not lik e i'm crazy to weave around beaters but i'd like to at least get out and play around and take some long breaks on the tram deck, just to get out man! anger.

i want to kill my coworker too... fuck man, i don't even know what she's giving me attitude for. she's so fuckig depressing to be around and whenever we work together we get shitty tips. i told her this just yesterday and she went crazy. i think i should just continue to bite my tounge on these thigs. i've never been one to run my mouth and now is probably not the best time to start.

i think i'm just grumpy because i haven't been able to ride for the past few days. maybe i should just shower more. or do my laundery. or stop feeling so bad for myself.


i think i'll start going climbing with chris more. it's very important to him. he loves it. i really haven't been feeling it since that big rock ripped out and almost squished ash. but i suppose there's no better way to get over a fear then facing it. i think i just need to find myself again. i keep getting too relaxed in an enviroment and losing track of what is important.

every now and then i find myself in these damn slumps. priorities are very important

3comfort in enviroment

fuck it i'm going to go find some friends and poach.

wish me luck!

current mood: angry

(Hit Me)

Friday, November 7th, 2008
9:46 pm
so it's been a lazy few days since the hikes and the blisters. i've been hobbling around with self made bandages from tape and tp and ointment. seems to work out well. but i tried to put on my boots to ride today and actually found myself yelling fuck.

it's such a lame injury if you'd even call it that. but it sucks SO MUCH!!

tim was a super help the other day. on the way down when i was hobbling and hurting he told me to strap into my board and pushed me most of the way down the mountain and made sure i got all the way down ok. and we sang talking heads. he was such a help. super good friend. glad he's back in town to shred with!

the 686 order fell through and i can't afford new outerwear.. sucks man! i have to save up and in the mean time stick with my beat ass outerwear for now! i guess it will make me appreciate it that much more. haha.

we have a new member in our family too. he's a little black kitten named franklyn. he just fell right into the family and is now our newest couch crasher!

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Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
6:01 pm
we got like three feet of snow in the past few days!! i went on a few hikes yesterday but forgot my camera!! grrrr!

it was sick! but i got some mean blistes on my ankles so i can't hike today. so bummed. i knew it was happening on the last hike but i didn't want to stop, one popped and it hurt(s) REALLY bad! haha damn! but thank goodness! i'm stoaked!! the resort opens friday!

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Monday, November 3rd, 2008
10:35 pm
we got 6 inches of snow!!!! it's flying up there right now and is supposed to all night all tomorrow and is predicted all week!!! and not to mention zack said they're blowing snow tonight!!!


hopefully going jibbing with ash after work!!!! LOVING IT!!!! thank you snow gods!!! owowowow!

current mood: ecstatic

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Wednesday, October 29th, 2008
4:45 pm
been keeping busy for sure! love it! been putting hats up for sale at work and people are just loving them! gives me something to put my mind on. i have to think up a good company name though... not sure yet hmmmmmm....

i'll think of something good don't you worry. ;]

but i still have not recieved my stickers for my plates yet. i got pulled over and ticketed yesterday. they're supposed to be in the mail... i just hope the ticket isn't big. the cop was really really nice, and said to be careful. so just straight up to work and straight back for me. sighhhhh... ha.

chris ash and i are supposed to climb this afternoon! very excited, there was talk of going to dogwood which is really slippery and really really fun. i hope we get to go!


i get my 686 proform soon!

i think this is my jacket of choice. very comfy and fits me perfect and just roomy enough to do grabs and not have it sinch up over my bum.

and i believe these are my pants of choice! just enough steeze! ow ow!

if anyone still reads this, what is your opinion? too bright together? too contrasty? or fan frickin tastic?


current mood: excited

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